Well, today I had quite an intense 2 hours of therapy. My old therapist was back from working at the hospital an she totally figured out why one day I could walk and the next day I couldn't. I have a pinched nerve in my neck, which explains why when I look up I get violently dizzy. Now we just have to figure out what to do about it. I refuse to go to a chriropractor. One caused my friend's strokes and hubby has seen to many lives messed up by them. I get violently ill whenever someone even touches my neck. It is a response that I can't control. I am going to try a new pillow and hubby is going to try to work on my neck after I take my sleeping medicine. It is both a relief to know why I can't walk but also somewhat scary because they think that is where the strokes started. It is also kind of frustrating to know why but not be able to fix it. I still have to use my wheelchair. But, it is relieving to know that it isn't phycological. My legs from the knee down just won't work at all.
On an up note, I made my own cup of tea this afternoon. I always have a cup of green tea in the afternoon, and my daughter usually makes it, but she was in the garage cleaning out the car so I decided to try. This is a big thing because it involves hot liquid and my hand is so unsteady. I still had to use a special cup that hubby found, but I was able to make it for myself. That is the first time since my strokes on April 15 (another reason to hate that day). It may be a simple cup of tea, but it sure was good.
I'm so thankful you found an answer! Will pray for resolution for the pinched nerve.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the cup of tea. No wonder it tasted so good, it was sweetened with the flavor of victory! One small step for Kendra...:)
Wow, that is some great news about finding out what is stopping you walking. I can understand your trepidation though, if that's where the strokes started. And congratulations about making your own tea! I know how exciting it is to celebrate the small things. I am sure with God's healing touch, your husbands tender hands and some sleep medication there will be improvement. xx
ReplyDeletePraying for you! Praise God that you were able to find out what causing the dizziness. I pray that God will give your doctor the wisdom she needs to help heal you. The Great Physician is in charge. Prayers and Blessings and my friend...
ReplyDeleteYes!! I, too, am praying for great wisdom for the doctors in how to address this neck issue, now that there is understanding about how pivotal the right treatment will be for you. So glad, also, for HIS wisdom and control. Keep up the good fight, Kendra! Love, cathyd
ReplyDeleteWow! Hope now that this is diagnosed, it can be treated, carefully!
ReplyDeleteI hope something has helped these past few days! Sorry to hear of this set back, but I hope it will get better soon and you'll be back on track to improving and growing stronger!!
ReplyDeleteYay for that cup of tea!!
YEAH, for making your own tea!! Love your perseverance!
ReplyDeleteHave you tried sleeping with no pillow? In my teens I was in a car accident (hit by a drunk driver) I still suffer neck pain. I have found no pillow to be much better. Maybe it will help you too?
ReplyDeletePraising God for your drive and for getting your own tea! Be encouraged! God is sending many to believe with you!
This morning I was reading in Matthew where Jesus heals the paralytic. He first says, "be encouaraged " (your sins are forgiven) . I thought that was odd, as I imagined he must have really been ready for healing (he was carried to him on a mat) but Jesus knew what he needed most for his heart....obviously thoughts of guilt must have plagued him as they brought him before Jesus (I am sure his friends had told him all about Jesus and his doings) . I am sure Jesus is saying be encouraged to you to. Try giving Him thanks for everything you can think of. (He tells us to give him thanks in all circumstances.) Perhaps the garments of praise will remove (bring healing) to the spirit of heaviness you are carrying.
My love and prayers are with you beautiful girl!
Kimmie
Mama to 8
One homemade and 7 adopted